friends and the simplicity

Talking about friends must be very interesting..

Friends are people about whom I care. Friends of mine are people who know me well. I am not a kind of person who can easily get close with others. Even sometimes I need a long time to know others more.

In my life, I have some friends, a lot! So far, they are nice.. I used to have close friends in my kindergarten such as dyani, inez, lena, shinta, gayuh, riris, sisca, bebet, ivan, winny, kedit, tito, robert, putri, and many more. They were fun! I also had them in my primary school because most of the students in Kanisius Demangan Baru Kindergarten entered Kanisius Demangan Baru Primary School. Therefore, my friends were almost the same.. I had them with me for 6 years, and we still keep in touch with them right now.. Sooo nice!

Well, in Junior High School, I had five closest friends. They were desi, ressa, shinta, eka, and roshanti. We had a four-boy-guardian also. They were alex, angga, anggara, and dheni. We spent so much time together. We did bad and good things together.. great!

And.. In Senior high school I had my great friends too. It's a little bit different because they helped me to grow and to be wiser. All my friends are good. I have nine close friends (too many? hahaha). I had wening (called 'gwen'), lia, erna, linda, kiki, dewi, icha, anita, and vita. They are all crazy!hahaha

But I also had special friends besides them. They were ratna and tantri (sometimes with pipin, indra, and lukas)..

I have our picture here..

From left-right: ratna, tantri, me!
location: near Tantri's house-tegalan sawah

We are best friends and still, we try to keep in contact each other.

We share about anything.. They help me to grow up in Christ. They give me support to get closer with Jesus, my savior..

when the time comes..

Being single is a problem for many people...
But it doesn't happen to me,
I'm single in my 21 right now. So what? Some of my friends ever ask "Why don't you have someone in your life? A boy?"
Well, I just answer "Hmm,,let's see.." I wonder why, but I believe in God.
I know that HE knows me better than I know my self. That's why, I'm waiting for God's time..
I don't know for sure about who, when, or where 'the one' will come. But one thing which I know for sure is that everything must be nice according to HIM. Therefore, I'm praying to God while waiting for His time.

I think of that, and I realize that I must be better and better all the time. For this time, during my single period, perhaps I have to pay more attention to my study, to my family, and of course to my self.
Those need me so much more this time.. So, this is the best way for me right now..being single..

But when the right time comes, and it brings along 'the one' with it, then I will just let it happen. I won't reject.
No matter how and no matter why, I rely on God and I believe that God's planning is the best for those who believe in HIM. He promises that. He will never let His child alone and suffering.

simplified

I'm just an ordinary girl, a simple one.. I never make myself busy with anything called 'girl-must-deal-with-things'..
but it doesn't mean that I'm not a real girl. I am!
Never ever ask me about the newest fashion, cause I don't have the right answer for that question.
Well, I don't really know about that. I just wear and put anything on my body which make me comfortable. And one thing, I do not like anything excessive..

I live in Yogyakarta with my lovely family. A big one. Yes!
A family with five children..It's a little bit different from other families which consist only of 2-3 children.
And I'm the third child,,being in the middle is fun..but hard..
Having two older sister, one younger sister and brother is quite difficult. I have to be able to understand both sides..Two persons before and after me..hahah
But it's great..and i enjoy that, although sometimes i find it hard to be neutral,

My father tends to deal with many things besides my family. But I always know that he loves us ever more..
My mom? She is a caring mother, although sometimes (or often) she suddenly be a sharp-tounged woman..especially when everything is going wrong..
but She loves us sooo much! ^^
My sisters and brother are nice persons..I often have quarrels with them,, But that makes my life sooo colorful..
I love my family very much.. And you know what?
My biggest dream is to make them happy :)